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Hello, Cuteualas!

As you all know, this year has not been...exactly one of the best for me.

The Bad Stuff:
1. I was continually bullied so much that I applied for college to get away from it. It seems if you like something out of your age range like Pokemon or MLP, you should be ridiculed and bullied for it. How dare you be yourself! Ha ha, but seriously, it was the last straw and I just...I just couldn't be there anymore.

2. Here we go, the big one: what I shall now refer to as 'BetrayalGate'. I was in such a rough place that I assumed I was suffering from depression, and was to worried to even ask my own mother for help. So I went to my best friend instead and told her how I'd been feeling, how I didn't know what I was doing with my life, I hardly felt like I existed anymore because I eas just exhausted and stopped caring. I recieved the ever-'pleasant' 'Just do it' speech, which...didn't help, so I sent a song hoping to explain more thoroughly. I wasn't asking for anything big for help, just a simple 'whats wrong?' So we could talk it out. Instead, I recieved nothing but scorn. I was told that she had never considered me a friend and had only stuck by me because she was sorry for me. She then acted like everything was my fault, and though she told everyone it was private, she projected things from the argument for all to see and refused to show her own blame in the issue.
To that, Good Riddance,  I don't need that shit in my life.

The Good Stuff:
1. Becoming closer to my friend :iconty-larkin: and having him prove he's a true friend. For all the support he's given me this year, and all the things he does for KoalaJ Studios, our team of multitaskers, I express my sincere Thanks. I doubt I'd be writing this right now if it wasn't for him.

2. Finally being proud of who I am. The bullies can say whatever they want, but as I've learnt from my first few months in college, the things I was mocked for are the very things that brought me and my new friends together, and because of that...I can finally be me. I can be who I am, with no fear. I can look forward to the future because I see one on the horizon, and with people who've stuck by me this year I will reach it.

To my enemies of 2015, good riddance.

To my friends of 2015, Thank you for everything, and I wish you an amazing 2016, and far beyond.


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Ty-Larkin Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy late birthday!

Sorry I didn't say it yesterday, internet was down D:

I made you something, I'll upload it later, 'K?
Ty-Larkin Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
How have you been? I've been working on something that I may or may not need help with, and obviously you were the first person who came to mind, so here we go ^^…

What do you think?
jellyjammfan Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I've been fine ^^

I'll go take a look and tell you what I think

also, hail Dorito Lord.
Ty-Larkin Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
ha ha, can't wait for the next episode ^^

Also, just noticed your new icon. Hello, nightmares...

So you think you can help? I should ask later, shouldn't I?

Oh god, sorry, it's wednesday. I forgot about movie night DX

What are we watching tonight, then?
jellyjammfan Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
WHY YOU FORGET- no, just kidding.

Movie night tonight? uh...Maybe MLP season 5 recap? Watch a few we haven't in a while? Fandub, finally?

No, but seriously, I'm fine with just an anime or something.

Yeah, still in college, I'll read it later, 'K?
fosse-mcdonald Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi again ^^

I thought I deleted my account, but the universe had other plans ^^
jellyjammfan Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
hi ^^

Where the heck have you been?
fosse-mcdonald Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
sorry for the late reply D:

I kind of just lost interest, I guess. Anyway, now I'm back ^^

On a side note, what's up with :Steam-PunkVixen: ? She's blocked me and said I was you, I just asked her how she's been.
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jellyjammfan Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
She and I had an arguement, and one of us is handling it maturely, while the other seems to want to drag it on for however long she can.

Don't mind her, I'm just glad you're back ^^
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